Being Lonely.

I was wearing my mom's maxi dress (again) because in fact I do don't have any maxi dress *I've told you the reason back then* There was nobody in the beach besides my sister who took the pictures of mine and me. Feels like the beach was mine for a while, for screaming out loud my loneliness which has been a while.

I am too realistic and idealistic to be in pair. I ain't good in making any relationship again, probably just not ready yet. Haven't met the "open door" as well. I am happy being alone yet actually sometimes I do feel "nobody's here" most of the time, especially in this long holiday period. Jealousy also appears whenever I see some couples walking across of me, cuddling each other, caring each other. But I think I am good enough in enduring and hiding the feel of loneliness.

"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us." - Alexander Graham Bell.

Are you good in loneliness ladies?

xx

LoveMauch, Silvi.